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I <3 NY & Next to Normal

Fri Oct 9, 2009, 9:02 PM
  • Mood: Mortified
I do. I really do.

I wouldn't want to live here permanently, but I wouldn't mind living here for around six months to a year. Maybe after college, doing odd jobs. I would love to work in one of the theatres. Actually, that would be a dream job, working at one of the theatres. I wouldn't care if I was cleaning up after the shows. Just to work there. It would be awesome.

Sucks, though, being here with a broken ankle. I'm on crutches. I can't just walk around and roam the streets. I get tired. I have to go at an annoyingly pissy slow pace. I can't walk up steps easily, and I'm always running into people. It sucks. Why couldn't I have broken my ankle after the trip? Or, even better, sometime over the summer, early summer. That would have been perfect. Cause I'm also missing the best riding weather, and will end up missing all of the good riding weather through January, probably. This sucks. I'm not enjoying my first break anymore. The excitement has worn off. It needs to heal, damn it!

On a lighter note, we saw our first Broadway show tonight. The 39 Steps. It was bloody hilarious, I nearly peed myself a few times (I'm sure you wanted to know that.) Seriously, if you're in New York sometime, see it. But be quick. I think it's closing sometime next year. I'll be sad when it does.

Seeing Next to Normal tomorrow. Hopefully my parents don't hate it too much. I don't want them to ruin it for me. Because even if I don't like the initial story, the music is so damn awesome and I won't care.

New York is so much fun. Have I mentioned the cab rides? I love them! Those drivers have no fear, none at all. Nerves of bloody titanium. I wish I was as good a driver as a NY cabbie. Funnest moment so far was the cab ride from the airport into Manhattan. It's even better than a rollercoaster, cause on a coaster you don't have the risk of getting plowed over by another car. You've gotta be very aggressive, to drive in New York. And did you know there's a $350 fine for honking your horn in the city?

Seriously, if you ever get the chance, you need to visit. It's now one of my favourite places to come to, simply because it's so much fun to just hang out. Though, don't come with a broken ankle/foot/leg. Crutches suck in New York.


edit Saw Next to Normal. It was AWESOME! 'Cept we sat in the second row, and, while we were very close, we also had to crane our necks to see the second and third stories of the set. It was also hard to keep track of everyone when there were multiple scenes at one time. And my mom felt faint during the end of the first half. She had to leave and go lay down, missing the second half. And my dad didn't really like it, story-wise. But Alice Ripley was amazing - I can definitely see why she won best actress - and the music was wonderful and Aaron Tveit was hot as ever. So, all in all, it was awesome xD

six paged quiz.

Fri Oct 2, 2009, 3:22 PM

I'm bored. I'm sorry =P

Start: 17:35

Your real name: Rachel M. Fawcett
Nickname: Currently, The Cripple xD
Age: 16
Height: 5'10”
Natural hair color: Medium brown
Eye color: Dark brown
Skin color: Tanned
Glasses/contacts?: Contacts during the day; glasses before bed
Piercings: Heck no =P
Tattoos: Hell no. I’m too wimpy for either of those.
Braces: Got them off this past summer.
Mannerisms: Eh, lazy, somewhat non-girly, sarcastic, easy-going, happy.
Other distinctive markings: Er, do moles count?

FAVOURITE
Colour: Changes on a regular basis, but, at the moment, bright green and bright orange.
Band: Matchbox Twenty and Barenaked Ladies, at the moment xD
Video game: HALO.
Movie: James Bonds, classic Disney, In Bruges, Penelope, Princess Bride.
Book: LES MIS.
Food: Sea Food and pasta.
Game on a cell phone: That old Snakes game.
CD: Ludovico Einaudi’s Divenire & Les Mis soundtrack
Flower: poppies & white roses.
Scent: coffee shop
Animal: Polar Bears & Moose & Owls
Comic book: Old-school Marvel. Spiderman, Iron Man, Fantastic Four xD
Cereal: Eh, don’t really have a favourite. It changes all the time.
Website: DeviantArt, IMDB, Google, GDC Forum, Wikipedia xD
Cartoon: Old-school Scooby-Doo & Looney Tunes

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: Used to be good at piano, and will probably start it up again.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: Ha, no. Probably used to, but not anymore xP
Like to sing?: By myself when I’m driving.
Have a job?: Nope. Lucky me.
Have a cell phone?: Yep. Old LG Chocolate.
Like to play sports?: Not really. I ride.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope.
Have a crush on someone?: Er, yeah, I guess.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Sadly, no. But I’m working on it ;]
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: Nope, 3.
Have any special talents/skills?: I don’t think so?
Exercise daily?: HAH, no.
Like school?: It’s all right. I think I’ll like college better.

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: Nope.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: Ow, no.
Speak any other languages?: Some Dutch. Used to be almost fluent, but lost it all when I moved back to the US. A little Latin. Want to learn French, German, Russian, Norwegian, and Dutch, again.
Go a day without food?: Again, HAH, no.
Remember your dreams: Nope. Not really. But I do know they’re always weird.
Read music, not just tabs?: A little bit. Used to, at least.
Roll your tongue?: Yep.
Eat a whole pizza?: Ew, no.

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: Maybe…?
Snuck out of the house?: I would be dead. No.
Lied to get out of trouble?: Yes… sadly, I’m rather a compulsive liar :/
Had a computer crash?: All the damn time with the PC. Once with the Mac.
Gotten lost in your city?: Not yet.
Seen a shooting star?: A bunch of times.
Been to any other countries?: Yep, a bunch xD
Had a serious surgery?: No, thank God.
Stolen something important to someone else?: Nope.
Solved a rubiks cube?: Ha, no.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Heck yeah!
Cried over a girl?: Yeah, cause she was a bitch to me and was my best friend. Oh, the woes of fourth grade drama xD
Cried over a boy?: Not yet, happily.
Kissed a random stranger?: No.
Hugged a random stranger?: No.
Been in a fist fight?: No.
Been arrested?: No.
Done drugs?: Hell no.
Had alcohol?: I’ve tried my moms drinks and hated every one of them. I’m not a alcohol person.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: Maybe?.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: No.
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: I went in accidentally, does that count?
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: Nope.
Swore at your parents?: Yes. I was grounded xP
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: No. I tried, one time, but missed xP
Been to a casino?: Nope.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: No, thank God. Killed a bunch of bugs, though.
Broken a bone?: YES! My ankle’s broken. I’m so excited xD
Gotten stitches?: No.
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: No, but that’d be fun.
Made homemade muffins?: Ha, no. I can’t bake.
Bitten someone?: Yeah, when I was little xP
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: Disneyland Paris, that wasn’t very good.
Burped in someone's face?: I don’t think so?

WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: This morning.
Cried: Can’t remember, really.
Went to the bathroom: Hour ago.
Saw a movie in a theater: Inglorious Basterds xD
Read a book: Reading a buttload at the moment.
Had a snow day: Never :[ Damn South.
Had a party: Long time ago, for my birthday xP
Went to a doctor: Last Wednesday, when I broke my ankle xP
Tripped in front of someone: Today with my crutches.
Went to the grocery store: Been a while.
Got sick: About a month ago? Sinus.
Got cursed: Today for being a cripple xP
Called someone: Yesterday.

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: fruit.
Black/white: white.
Lights on/lights off: on.
TV/movie: movie.
Body spray/lotion: lotion, I guess?
Cash/check: cash.
Pillows/blankets: pillows AND blankets! xD
Headache/stomach ache: Headache. Stomach ache’s are a pain in the ass.
Paint/charcoal: Paint. It’s fun.
Chinese food/Mexican food: Mexican.
Summer/winter: Winter winter winter!
Snow/rain: Snow! Thunder strorms are cool, too, though.
Fog/misty: fog.
Rock/rap: rock.
Meat/vegetarian: meat. But I don’t eat a lot. Mostly sea food and chicken.
Chocolate/vanilla: vanilla flavour and chocolate bars xD
Sprinkles/icing: icing!
Cake/pie: pie.
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries.
Ocean/swimming pool: swimming pool. I don’t really like open water.
Cookies/muffins: cookies.
Window/door: window.
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: Chaplin!
Pink/purple: purple, I guess.
Cat/dog: Dog, but I wouldn’t mind a cat.
Long sleeve/short sleeve: long sleeve.
Pants/shorts: pants. Don’t like shorts.
Winter break/spring break: Winter break!
Spring/autumn: autumn. Pretty, pretty colours.
Clouds/clear sky: love ‘em both.
Moon/mars: moon.
Questions/Answers: answers xP
War/Peace: wtf kind of question is that? Peace.

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Do you believe in love?: Yep.s
What's the most important kind of love for you?: Happy, long-lasting, fun.
Have you ever been in love?: No.
Been close to love?: Maybe.
Ever confessed your feelings to the one you loved?: No, never loved anyone xP
Really badly so that it actually hurts and you cry at night?: Nope.
Are you in a relationship?: Nope.
If so, for how long?: ----
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: Yep.
What is your idea of the best date?: Hanging out and having fun doing whatever.
What was your first kiss like?: Haven’t had a “first kiss” xP
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: Well, I’m 16 now, so I really better get on with it xP
Do you think love is worth nothing?: Er, I don’t understand the question…?
Best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex: AP Chem class last Thursday xP
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: No. Not a “real” boyfriend.
Have you ever been dumped?: Nope.
Have you ever dumped someone?: Nope.

I...
Am: gonna watch TV.
Want: to ride again.
Need: to ride again.
Love: fall.
Hate: hate.
Feel: sleeping.
Did: eat.
Miss: Europe.
Am annoyed by: school.
Would rather: not have homework.
Am tired of: AP English essays.
Will always: be happy :]

MISCELLANEOUS
What is your favorite genre of music?: Don’t really have one. Just no rap/hip-hop/country/screaming metal…
What time is it now?: 18:12
How much money do you have right now?: including what my parents owe me, about $160.
Are you hungry right now?: Nope. Just ate.
What are you doing right now?: this quiz.
Do you like parades?: some.
Do you like the moon?: yep.
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: watch tv.
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: control of atoms. Total power! xD

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: Somewhat.
Cool?: Hah, no.
Pretty?: Eh, I’m average.
Sarcastic?: Every damn day.
Lazy?: Hell yeah.
Hyper?: Not really.
Friendly?: Yep, but shy.
Evil?: Not that I know of ;]
Unforgettable?: Nope.
Smart?: Sometimes.
Strong?: Somewhat.
Talented?: Maybe.
Dorky?: Always.

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
High: pot. Oh God. I’ve been in public school too long.
Lonely: Harvey.
Pen: writing.
Flower: poppies.
Window: my backyard.
Psycho: Jack Nicolson xD
Brain freeze: ice cream.
Strange: Harvey.
Sassy: Leslie.
Suffering: Africa.
Art: DA.

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: Maybe, if someone convinced me.
Run away?: Did it once, it sucked.
Curse at a teacher?: No, unless as a joke.
Not take a shower for a week?: No. My hair gets nasty.
Ask someone out?: Probably not.
Unscrew your cell phone too see what's inside?: Yeah xD
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: No, not really.
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: Heck yeah.
Go scuba diving?: Yep.
Write a book?: Life-long goal ;]
Assemble a computer?: Nope. Not geek-smart.
Become a rock star?: No, never.
Have a long-distance relationship?: I don’t think I’d mind.
Marry someone you don't know?: Nope.

LAST QUESTIONS ( FINALLY )
What kind of computer do you have?: Lovely MacBook.
What grade/level of studies are you in? (if applicable): Eleventh.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: If they have their bloody cell phone on or are talking, Hell yeah. But not with my parents around.
How many posters do you have in your room?: I’ve got some, just not hung up yet.
Who else should take this quiz?: Anyone who actually read through it all.

Finish: 18:19. I was distracted by food xD

  • Mood: Mortified

my first broken bone!

Wed Sep 23, 2009, 8:56 PM
Is it odd that I'm slightly excited about it?

Though, it's not really what you would expect to be a broken bone, but, technically, it is.

I was riding Mya today - a sweet yet sometimes crazy gaited cross - and she was actually being very good. Came back when I asked her and everything. We were doing a course and had just crossed the ring in a diagonal over the coupe, and were going around the short end of the ring to the next line, when her feet just slipped out from under her and she fell on me. Twisted my ankle in extremely unnatural and painful ways. She was alright, though. Just a bit shaken. But she got up quiet enough and just stood there while I was rolling around in the mud trying not to cuss out the world.
Went to the hospital and spent the next three and a half hours there. I've torn and strained a buttload of ligaments in my right foot and ankle, and I also broke off the tip of my fibula - a bit that's attached to a tendon that's connected into the ankle.
Not really a majour ass break, but a break nonetheless! Though, I really hope I don't ever break anything else, cause it hurt like a son of a bitch. Honestly, I may have low tolerance for pain, but it was just flat-out bloody Hell.

So yeah, my first break, and I pray to God my last.

I get crutches tomorrow, which is going to be an adventure. I've borrowed other people's crutches and have never gotten the hang of it. I'm not very balanced. But I guess, this time round, I'll be motivated enough to at least be able to manage =P

Only sucky thing is that we were going to a show this weekend. Obviously, that plan's shot through the roof. And Charlie's going to be a mess, now. He's only been ridden once in the last three weeks, and now I don't know when I'll be able to ride again. And now I'm going to miss even more school.

Sod it.

  • Mood: Mortified

bedroom help.

Mon Sep 7, 2009, 5:26 PM
So, I'm redecorating by bedroom and it's going swimmingly. I'm actually quite happy with it.
And my room is clean :noes:
'Cept I still have books piled in the corners, but that'll all sort itself out when I get my bookcase, which my dad, bless him, is working on.
However, I do want some input on one problem - my only problem, really - in finishing it up: curtains. Right now I have some dark blue, denim curtains, but I'm not sure if I really like them with the rest of the room: [link]

What do you think? Any suggestions?

  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: thunderstorm
  • Reading: Harry Potter!

back to hell.

Thu Aug 13, 2009, 4:00 PM
What was I thinking? AP Stats, AP Chem, AP English, College PreCal, Human Anatomy, and Honours Econ & Government? WHY?
Sucks, too, because I can't change any of it now.
And on top of it all, I have to learn French on my own if I ever want to get into the classes next year.
I'm going to die =P
And so, because of my idiocy, I will probably not be able to get on DeviantArt or GDC very often. Don't expect frequent uploads and critiques from me, or comments or journals or faves. I'll try and update as much as I can, but I'm already stressing out and we haven't even started the second week yet.

Pray I don't become suicidal over the next months.


Oh, on a brighter, lighter note, my Mac and iPod came today!
It's going to take me a while to get used to the MacBook, I can already tell. One thing I really need to do is get me a mouse with a right-click and scroll. But hopefully it all works out and this wasn't a giantass $1000 mistake, converting from a PC to Mac.
And I need to figure out how to dump the songs from my Mini into iTunes so that I can start filling up my new Touch.

So much to do, so little bloody time.

  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: superhero theme songs

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